I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk

Mood: Bored
Listening to: A Lover I Don't Have to Love ~Bright Eyes
Reading: Hand Reflexology
Watching: Monsters Inc.

Wow, I have not been updating anything in a very long time. Not much has changed though. I did some things, they were fun. I got another job at the Main Art theatre in Royal Oak, which I like. The free movies is what sells it.

My love life hasn't changed at all. That is to say it's nonexistent. In fact it's possibly gotten worse if that's possible. It just seems that guys lose interest in me really fast. Each one faster than the last until there is no interest in me ever. If you plan on commenting don't say anything like "any guy would be lucky to have you" or bullshit like that. If the guys I like thought that way then there wouldn't be this problem.

Other things haven't changed much either. Things are basically the same with all my friends. No new relationships, no becoming closer with anyone, it's all just the same. I'm stuck in another rutt. Nothing new.

I'm probably going to be getting a cell phone and lap top soon. That'll make my life easier, but not much different once again. It'll be easier for people to contact me, sure. But no one will.

I guess I'm just one of those people who only updates this thing when I'm not very happy. So it's a good thing that it's been so long since I've updated then.

"Love's no story book
Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
Do you like to hurt?
I do, I do
Then hurt me."